| ABANDON HOPE , ALL YE WHO ENTER HERE!
Considering the fact everyone has long abandoned their xangas..this is perhaps my last post after trying to keep it alive for so long.
I want to leave on a note telling something about myself.
I'm not a social person..never have and never will be. I don't see a need to even give most people my attention; probably because they don't live up to my rigorous 'standards'. Most people my age either drink, some, are too stupid, two of the three, or all of the above. I feel that 75% of people my age fall into that category. If my criteria with making 'friends' was anymore rigorous, I probably wouldn't even have anyone to talk to. For someone to have my respect means a lot, and not something I take lightly. Over the years, I have lost respect for many of my 'peers', including ones I use to call 'friend'. Perhaps I am too 'picky' or I am 'stuck-up' with who I even give my attention to.
For those people that have 633 friends on their myspace or facebook, I truly wonder if you have standards for anything in life, have any true friends, or why you must constantly be the center of attention and be someone you're not.
I have lost touch with many people over the past few years, yet for some reason despite the sob stories people might give me, I am content with it. I really do prefer to be alone most of the time.
I guess that's why I was always the one wanting to be an 'island' whenever I had to do a project with a group.
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| Don't you remember anything I said when I said, "don't fall away and leave me to myself"..
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| In first grade my teacher had us write a paper on what we wanted to be when we grow up
I wrote "happy"
My teacher told me I didn't understand the assignment
I told her she didn't understand life
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| Let's do some living...........after love dies.....
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| I am a supposed to be happy...but I'm not. Some things are just not meant to be...
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